Pampering in prep for a 50's themed house party nearby. Might be utter crap but better than staying in musing & anxious.

Attempting to diminish all thoughts of Him from brain. Will await his next move, if not, His loss of course!

Can't understand individals who hold twitter accounts yet refrain from using. Apparently using other forms of venting? Bah.

Red nails. Check. Hair almost done. Face required. Hope this party is a surprising frolic & get accosted by a marvellous male of the species

@beckerina a lady never tells... but I'll be sure to drop some hints!

Amazed that wardrobe has come up trumps once again. Fancy dress attire - check. Katy Perry eat your fucking heart out.

Nursing vodka head. Party ok, fab frocks and outfits but disguised any worthy males. Deciding whether to uptake 50's look for everyday.

Am man hating. J emailed to say his ex turned up at birthday party and threw spanner in the works. Thanks bitch. Back to square one.

oh, and suicide single day this weekend. Taking TheManchild out on Friday night too. I think I'm actually my own worse enemy.

Less man-hating, more man-dissapointed. Date last night rainchecked due to a hangover. Men of London, sort it out please!

What is it with men on dating websites? Putting up umpteen amounts of pics of you doing extreeeeeem sports aint gonna make me wanna jump you

Ok, so realised self esteem was taking a battering. Have culled all negative influences from my life. Feel lighter already.

Oh, and super news that the Heat extrordinaire has been employed by TO Towers. Just no Posh Spice front covers please Mark... that's a love.

@beckerina - congrats on the skirt action! Saw it today and thought it divine. Keep up the good work babe!

Inner peace rocked to the core. Bloody men and wine = bad combo. Oh, and it's Tuesday. Grrrrr....