I started writing a letter (Well typing on my ipad) but too upset to even finish it

Sat here wondering why should I carry on

I wanna go to sleep and not wake up

Gilmour being rested And think its 1st time East and Pettit have started together in the league

Ffs York are winning now

The pain will go away if I am no.longer here

Only the 2nd time we have drawn this season and our 1st points we have dropped from a winning position York have drawn 8 times

Glad this is tomorrow as today my head is not in a good place 💙

I am going to a soft play centre tomorrow as its my closest friends sons 1st birthday on Monday, she no longer lives near me but will be picking me up about 12pm I will be just watching as I won’t be physically able to join in Not n a great head space either

Seriously don’t know what is wrong with me as just spent 10 min crying before I went for my shower

I should be banned from looking at google

Physically shaking and I am not even cold

God has definitely punished me for something

Not even cold but put heating on so maybe it will stop me shaking

Laila Cunningham says the burqa is a form of oppression and has nothing to do with religion, and if you want to wear the burqa or your wife to wear the burqa then perhaps England is not the country for you. Bravo, well said 👏👏👏 #reformuk

Heavy rain today Wish I didn't have to go out

Wished I had just stayed in bed

So many Rochdale AFC supporters are fucking pathetic, we are not entitled to win every game plus the National league title is still in our hands Stop with all the BS