we build ourselves up to sit alone at 2:30am and tear ourselves apart

day after day going through the same issues just at different levels of intensity

there are so many people around.. but still feel more alone then ever

the more I'm here the more certain I am that I want to go

it never got better or went away.. I just got so used to convincing myself otherwise

you're new, and I've never dealt well with change. but there's something about you that I just wanna know more about.

tbh id rather stay in bed, in the dark and listen to music then go out

and I wonder how somebody like you could possibly like somebody like me.. until I found out it was all a joke

I just wanted to be happy

breathing. not living

at times I feel like I can't even hold onto my breath

my life is such a mistake. I'm stuck a mistake. I am so sorry.