Things did not go how I wanted them to. Got busy and then my parents didn't let me go, and it's almost 2 in the morning. I'm sorry.

Despite the fact that Mami's always looking ready to pop, her massive, gravid middle is soft and warm as her little ones inside are cradled in a bed of fat to keep them safe. Same goes for the fox's bulging ovaries, squishy and malleable, but oh so sensitive~.

Going to write for a little bit. I really did miss you guys yesterday. I can't go on as long as I want to but hopefully I can give a glimpse of what it's going to be like here so you can decide if you're staying or moving on.

An appetite so grand an entire meat locker can go missing in hours. With a truck losing some thousand pounds of ice cream to end it off. Expecting a seventeen foot fox mom to have some sort of "normal" diet is your own fault. How do you think Mami makes so much milk herself~?

It's so nice to see little ones coming around on our sweet Ames and her more plushie-like form. They usually change their tune when tender paws wrap around their shoulders and realize how warm a giant cat plush can beᡣ𐭩

My dream is to make everyone think, "Holy shit." when I'm strolling around town and then smother someone half my size so they can see my little ones and get jealous. Too big to be realistic, you say? I don't care + didn't ask + my boobs slosh when I walk. artist is @/co03but

Test is done and I passed. Plus, I might have a sweet surprise for everyone when it comes to Mami. Hopefully I can move down the list and get everyone else a reference or sheet.

I use tomoko because I'm so much like her. Except I don't want friends but a fat ass, giant tits, and a little (big) family to take care of.

You think having signs like these around the brothel would help? Just a dumb little world building thing where these are required with people over a certain threshold live or frequent.

Don't think I'm gonna do anything much today. I slept a good 3 hours? And woke up, like, 20 minutes ago and had a slightly funny idea where the brothel had to have construction site-esque signs everywhere to let people know there are giant women walking around.

Think I should've known I was cooked beyond repair when I said, "Yeah, my OC's are gonna perpetually be at the END of every expansion sequence ever."

"But they just become orbs of meat after a certain point!" Yeah. Never stopped me from trying to make it interesting. It's like monster trucks. Are they practical? Hell no. Should they be used daily? Fuck no. But do you WANT to use 'em daily? I do, that's for sure.

Don't really know when this whole "mommy" business turned from a persona to what I'm actually like? I really don't get angry anymore and find it hard to just downright not enjoy someone's personality unless they're clearly insufferable. Somehow tricked myself to be motherly???

I'm sorry for not keeping my promise to be a lot more active once the overhaul was done. It's only been a couple of days but, still, I feel like I'm not living up to a promise that I really want to keep. I'm always tired, a melancholy that's been around for years I can't shake.

I'm hard on myself on this because I like being here and something I enjoy shouldn't be part of that struggle to do anything but bare minimum. Honestly, I love my time here. Mostly because everyone's so nice to me.

And I'm not aiming to spend all day here, I have other hobbies I love, been holding a controller longer than anything else, I'm mostly aiming for consistency and not disappearing for two days only to be vulnerable at 3 AM out of nowhere.

Is it excruciatingly obvious these are night time thoughts? Don't worry I never plan getting any deeper than what is absolutely necessary, I already have my little loves worried and I don't want to add to your burden. I'm proud of you. Always will be and never forget it.