-not there. Staring down at the page as I write I lose track of time and hardly notice the hours slowly tick by.*

*since Dean Winchester left the store leaving his closet baggage behind with me he'd crossed my mind several times almost disturbingly at -

*After getting coffee the day got slightly better, less thoughts of Dean Winchester and yet your still there creeping into my kind like a -

#MentionPeopleYouAreThankfulFor Dean Winchester I cannot even begin to fully express how thankful I am for you. Even if you are a bit of-

-a preppy ass. I love you Dean Winchester. Not matter what the future holds that will never change. #ForeverThankfulForYou.

You've made me feel all sentimental and mushy today Winchester. I love you Dean Winchester and I'm glad my future is with you.

*after Dean Winchester left I felt lost, I found myself moping around the house which apparently was distracting Ellen she insisted that if -

-I wish to stay I had to go out with Jo to the local mall and take my mind off of missing Dean Winchester but everything was reminding me of-

It would appear that Dean Winchester and I are sex addicts. Seriously he called me a sex god, he is mistaken.

I am just a horny fucker with one hell of a sexy fiance, I mean have you seen Dean Winchester I defy anyone to say they'd be any different

Dammit Dean! I could fuck you from now till judgement day and still be fucking you through the gates of heaven.

I do believe my fiancée Dean Winchester just very effectively kicked my feels in the ass.

I #Vote Random Acts #UpgradeYourWorld x.com/mishacollins/s…

I #vote Random Acts favourite nonprofit #UpgradeYourWorld come on #SPNFamily lets do this! #AlwaysKeepFighting

#NewAvi #NewHeader #SlightBioChange I hope Dean Winchester approves

I'm glad you approve. I hoped you would. x.com/opulentvirtue/…

That's not even remotely true. x.com/opulentvirtue/…

In our new apartment we need a hookah, for just, reasons Dean Winchester, please.

That would be really good about now. I need you, need those cuddles. x.com/OpulentVirtue/…

{totally does not have sketches of Dean Winchester and I kissing hidden in sketch book I had earlier}