Just carved someone initials so deep into my leg, now whenever I see it it would remind me of them, totally don’t regret it 😭 #shtwt

So this happened…I tried so hard but I didn’t work. I cant do anything right. I’m trying to be good I’m trying to not self harm again but it takes control of me and I can’t stop it. It was a failed attempt that not only caused me pain but the rest of my family. I’m so so sorry💙

Js vibing. Does anyone else hate when the school sends you up to the hospital? TW: blood

Guess it’s my fault then mother?

Just a few hospital pics, from when I attempted. The machine was so fucking annoying. Quick question is it normal to get nightmares from it all after you left?

FAKE!! My mother calles me little miss slice n dice, i swear she does love me (I hope). Sorry for posting too much, I’ll stop now.

Why is blood so annoying? I stg i can’t get away with self harming cus there’s alway blood somewhere on my hand that I didn’t see after I cleaned the rest

Still processing

Officially off the rails.

Wish I had the guts to do this

Is this infected.

Suicide note is done let’s hope it works. Will keep you all updated when the date happens

A week before I kill my self.

For fucks sake. When you think your gonna get away with it and then bam. Hits deep. But nothing matters anyways if I dead…

Hits different when it’s acc happend to you.

Ahhhhhh. Reached out to SHOUT and this is what they put. Should I be offended or what. Like how do I react to this shit 😳😳

Gonna try and attempt tonight. Can’t believe I am acc having the guts to kill myself Well goodbye all.

Didn’t work, I’m not in the hospital. I tried but js passed out and woke up with a massive pain in my left side and stomach but other then that I’m still living.

Hurt so bad doing this but I can’t seem to make them deep anymore (doesn’t help when my teachers keep taking my blades from me)