birthday wishlist: a custom blythe doll miss me jeans bmi 12 stimulats t3/t4 buccal fat removal a gf the hot ket guy early 2000s hollywood meeting lana del rey a thigh gap tiny ribcage hip and collarbone dermals

gonna make 2 creamis and freeze them for tomorrow and go to sleep

i hated when before my first psych ward admission everyone was like "umm be careful yk there are crazy people there..." like baby im literally one of them now. this is my kind

i should buy - more protein powder sachets esp fruit/pie flavored - diff flavors barebells - low cal advocaat sauce - sf oreos - protein toast bread

regularly guessing bmi 14-15 on bodychecks of people bmi 17-18 bc i looked like a whale compared to them at that bmi like oh ok ig i was just fattest bmi 17 to exist

i don't think im a good friend at all but i never had much luck with my friends either. two of my closest friends separately three years apart watched me kill myself and one other watched me develop an eating disorder but was too busy talking about her boyfriend to gaf

i am so so sad today the day barely even started

another day of hunting for the donut i will not give up

do u think if i get buccal fat removal before 20 my face will fall apart n down bc of lack of structure or maybe not❤️

victor 🎈 to ja jak dostalam pizdysetna diagnoze do wiazanki i nikt mi n uwierzy ze od chuja tyle tego

i wish the world ended today

collecting lesbians (adding pins to my class of 09 board)

HAPPY ENDING I GOT THE DONUT 🍩🍩🍩 !!

sorry jon brower minnoch im breaking your record

im not really depressed im just aware of how the world works. none of these feelings are "for no reason"

finally listened to the new lana single

#felt 😿