I'm still focusing on self-care right now. I also have way too much on my mind of late and it's a lot to mull over. I'm going to pop in from time to time, but I need my space to figure things out. On the bright side I'm two weeks sober. Happy for that at least.

I know I've been quiet for most of the month. Since the beginning of this month I've been focusing on self-care + quieting my mind. There's still been ups + downs but I'm focusing on my well-being right now. Going through a mixed episode rn too + I'm working through it too.

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Hurt

Hurt is a decay
that we all face

A gnawing animal
trying to break free

Growing inside us
until we can no
longer bear the weight

We cottle it as if
it were a child

Hurt

If you are worried about someone in danger of #Suicide learn how to help at 9-8-8 #SickNotWeak

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I'm depressed. Lost a friend yesterday, sister's moving out in an hour, I'm stressed out over how little money I have to survive on for the month, and I only got 2hrs of sleep.Haven't been able to talk to anyone so it feels like I'm going to shutdown. I'm burnt out and so tired.

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Happy Autism Acceptance Day!

Well my sister's moving out tomorrow, I just found out that a friend blocked me and don't know why, and the poems I posted got no traction and apparently weren't seen by anyone. Not a good start to the day.

Broken

Broken by mistrust
confidence restored

Broken spirit forged
through shame

Broken hearted willing
to grow

Broken mind born
into the pain

It’s #AutismAcceptanceMonth ♾

Lost

A person lost by
an unwanted heart

Conditional love and
a broken spirit

Flames abound
dashed by darkness

A person lost by
a wayward abyss

#WorldBipolarDay

So the yacht ain't happening. A couple of tweeks here and there and it's too overwhelming for my brain. New challenge time. I'm going to give poetry a try. Expect some soon.

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What a rollercoaster week. Burnt myself out bc of it. Tired. Just tired rn. But I needed a nice small challenge so I pulled out a yacht design I've been working on for a few months + finally finishing it's full shape. So yeah challenging fun for me for at least the next 2 days.

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