the way my heart dropped after i found out something that i wasn't supposed to know

i tried to speak but i was never heard

allow your self to heal and feel the happiness again.

「 Spring ephemeral 」

i can't afford any more situations in my life that bring out the worst in me. it's exhausting and requires too much for me to recover from. i need calmness and gentleness in my life. i can't handle anything beyond that.

lord, let the table turns, allow me to experience genuine things in life.

If you can't understand my silence, you will never understand my words

✶ pandorcas, a visual thread. 🪡

‘ephemeral’

I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you're unwanted.

that one person you can tell anything without feeling embarrassed.

Ephemeral Pink / Bloomed

i feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t gonna happen

Why is everything is so unfair when it comes to me?

I accepted it, but it still makes me sad

i can’t do toxic no more i want happiness

sleeping isn't about resting anymore, it's about escaping from reality

I don't cry over people, I cry over the way I get treated because I don't deserve that, i swear...

A clear rejection is always better than a fake promise

I pretend
to look
around
but I'm
actually
looking
for you.

Rotting Christ - The Apostate
🖤🤘
(New single, released on April 23, 2024)
open.spotify.com/track/43prVGcP…