this account is a time capsule that i sometimes cry on..

who wants a thread of my old bodychecks as my last gift to edtwt? for xmas maybe?

i’m okay again bye guys see you next time

i hate recovery and i hate breakups and i hate lies and i have myself

i was so scared for her to see my body while i was recovering but it was okay cause i thought they were recovering too… i feel so awful i’m so ugly

i feel like relapsing but i already almost died once and i don’t wanna go back down that parh

curiouscat.live/slxt4urmom

cool. i’ve been sobbing on and off the past 3 days

knowing you only wanted me to recover so you’d be skinnier<<<<

cause if my sh is stinging and done with a can lis is it infected? i’ll see you guys tmrw

back on my shit

can’t decide if i want them to see my tweets or not idk they don’t care i don’t care idk

realizing that their violently fatphobic mentality never went away and they looked at your recovering body with disgust while you were together:/

so you only want me to recover so that you’ll be smaller? okay..

recovering alone while everyone is still starving themselves is the worst

i ruined everything😝

not to be dramatic but i’d do anything to get my old body back

well

found a new unhealthy coping skill😝😝😝