eid feels so empty without you. nothing feels good. and you know mumma, i did chores and that too without making a fuss. i miss you terribly, every second. heart is so heavy. there's no peace.

my cousin put mehendi on me.

eid mubarak everyone. may allah make it a peaceful eid for the children of palestine, yemen, sudan and the rest living in oppression ameen.

Ya Allah please 🤲😭

Eid Mubarak 🌙

does anyone know how to make a digital scrapbook?

Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah
Allah

suddenly it seems all the sad songs were written about me

AMMA FOUND IT THAT'S MY LEGIT QUEEN!!!!

AMMA 💗 literal jaan. The only one who gives in to my demands, my wishes. I am so ungrateful towards her.

My mom was born in Ramazan and she left this world in Ramazan as well. She is a Ramazan baby 💗

The mornings are always the hardest cause that's when I am alone while everyone sleeps. And that's why I end up coming here saying things I later feel I shouldn't have.

I want to write everything about her but the tragedy is I don't remember almost all my life. I don't remember my moments with her. I don't remember much of how she was and what she used to do.

i must be some really unlucky daughter to not have mumma's face in front of my eyes all the time like others in my family do. i hate it, hate it that i have aphantasia.