sometimes...

if i start crying in front of you that means i’m really hurting. because believe me, i hate crying in front of people. but when i do, i must be in severe pain and i just can't control it.

some days i’m healing and some days i break again.

people hurt you then ask you why you changed

i will never be the same as before.

i’m such a “why?” person; i want reasons, and i need to understand

you are enough.

you are good enough.

you are smart enough.

you are strong enough.

you are beautiful enough.

you are kind enough.

you are brave enough.

you are enough

and

you will always be.

One day..

i’m actually tired, like from the bottom of my heart, i am tired.

Sorry I thought I was important 🤡

i’m strong but i’m also a cry baby.

did it?

never beg someone to understand you.

i automatically go silent when i hear something that hurt my feelings.

i wish i could tell someone the whole story of why i am the way i am.

i respect ppl who can put their pride aside and say, “i made a mistake, i apologize”

my trauma didn't make me strong. it turned me into someone who's always paranoid, anxious, and doesn't know how to properly relax without feeling guilty