its all my fault its all my fault its all my fault its all my fault its all my fault its all my fault

i have envied cicadas as they tore free of old skin.

i can’t get angry at you, so i just get angry at me.

i’m not living, i’m just killing time.

yet now i find i've grown into a tall child.

i promise， i'm doing my best. i just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet.

lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie! lie!

and how odd it is to be haunted by someone that is still alive.

Is there something they're trying to tell me???

monsters, animals, creatures, beasts… i am everything in—between.

i will not break. not for you, not for anyone. never again.

Haven't been on here recently.. it feels like so much yet so little has happened.

i don’t want to be vulnerable,

Wow, I've been inactive. Sorry, a few things have happened. Nothing major, but enough to take my focus away from social media.

Going to my parents' funeral. Will be IA until it's over.

What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

i can’t be soft. i can’t let my guard down. i can’t be vulnerable, because they’ll all learn who i really am. i don’t want them to know how weak and pathetic i truly am. fragility is a curse.

and if you go, i wanna go with you. and if you die, i wanna die with you.

time eats all his children in the end.

// the beginning. tw gore