my baby hound dog does not like it when i hug her and my hair falls into her face. but if i move my hair she leans into me. she also does not like it when i sharply say 'no' when she tries to drink my coffee. but i have to say it

morning coffee + new vinyl , beloved turns the volume up for me before he leaves for work

I think God assigned morning prayers to the birds and evening prayers to the frogs.

idk if this is spoiled to be complaining about but i really really miss being able to go for long walks and i think it's really messing with me mentally. walking for hours was how i dealt with a lot of things

my mom kissing a dolphin today

1912, House of Worth by Jean-Philippe Worth, haute couture beaded butterfly motif dress and headpiece.

the glow that i start to get around noon after drinking milky honeyed coffee and salted orange juice and laying in the sun all morning is unreal

as always the Church Fathers are 100000x more eloquent than i

reminds me of an Orthodox priest who told a woman who said she could feel the presence of her recently departed husband that it was demonic presence. she replied that it wanted her to be happy, that she felt comforted by it, and the priest replied 'it doesn't matter.'

blue morning

contemplating whether or not to smoke a cigarette is sometimes sweeter than actually doing so

Tuesdays i am most depressed. what is God trying to tell me

today i drank 3/4 of the cup black and then put a scoop of vanilla ice cream in the remainder. balance. fast and feast.

not many know that the opposite of fear, cowardice, and weakness is humility. humility is the insitgator of courage and confidence. takes a while to learn this, and can only e experienced in practice

need a fragrance that smells like eyes on fire blue foundation sounds