I think my heart is trying to give out.

It hurts to breathe. It feels like all my major blood vessels are bruised and constricting each time I inhale.

I'm not even dehydrated or overheated since we are slow today. I don't know what's going on.

It's freaking me out. I'm used to the arrhythmia episodes making my heart flip-flop, but I'm not used to it feeling like I'm being punched in the chest each time I move.

I'm gonna try to stick it out for the rest of my shift since I already took an extra day off this week due to heart problems keeping me up all night.

I'm just so tired of my heart fucking with me.

✝ 𝖛 𝖆 𝖚 𝖝 ✝ Honey do you have an inhaler/reliever of any kind? I’ve had episodes like this for so long now and I was finally given an actual diagnosis and put on a powder inhaler, and now I don’t have them anymore. 🥺❤️