Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no
And who has time for tears?
Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love
'Till now

Oh, I feel your stress

Going to a rather severe depression episode again and needed to vent via art.

Even if the lyrics suggest otherwise, my relationship is probably the (almost) only anchor point in my life.

I find the song 'You're not here' (Silent Hill 3) just so incredibly fitting from the mood.

Sometimes I have to surrender to my feelings, and it helps me listening to heavy, melancholy music.

I've always been that way and I'm now (hardly) fooling anyone.

I'm not even half as strong as everyone always expects me to be and assumes I am.

/vent

@TwilitYeen Love is not always on time, but atleast there's somekind of peace of mind to be found after trying (sooner or later). Trying to be strong, it's enough. The weakness is the great reminder you are strong and will be in the future too
(speaking about songs: open.spotify.com/track/7cxS70ul…)